[ Either are entirely valid. Sleep hasn't come easily but liquor has. Maybe too easily, but- It's fine. She'll be fine.
If she says it enough, maybe she'll actually believe it. ]
Yeah, that- That's about right. [ Is she doing as well as she can? Probably not, but- She suddenly feels a stab of guilt; Claude had loved Ferdinand. Bernadetta. Not her. Does she even have any right to grieve his loss? ]
Didn't mean to take off so suddenly, it's just- I'm not good with this kind of stuff.
[Fuckin' gods dammit, why is everyone so nice. It makes her irrationally, inexplicably angry which then cycles back to guilt about being so fucked up a person that basic human decency is upsetting.
She's having a Bad Time. The woman pinches the bridge of her nose and sighs deeply. She doesn't want company, not really, but she doesn't want to be alone either. ]
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Date: 2021-10-10 01:52 am (UTC)Rose... hello. I am... doing as well as can be expected. I should ask the same of you.
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Date: 2021-10-10 01:57 am (UTC)If she says it enough, maybe she'll actually believe it. ]
Yeah, that- That's about right. [ Is she doing as well as she can? Probably not, but- She suddenly feels a stab of guilt; Claude had loved Ferdinand. Bernadetta. Not her. Does she even have any right to grieve his loss? ]
Didn't mean to take off so suddenly, it's just- I'm not good with this kind of stuff.
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Date: 2021-10-14 06:55 pm (UTC)...if you find yourself wanting company I do not mind providing.
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Date: 2021-10-14 11:18 pm (UTC)She's having a Bad Time. The woman pinches the bridge of her nose and sighs deeply. She doesn't want company, not really, but she doesn't want to be alone either. ]
Maybe, if you let me braid that hair.